regarding my current situation

i am writing a screenplay for the first time ever. it's hard. i'm telling you (?) about this because i realized this blog barely exists at all.

things i want:
-a new camera
-a financially feasible laundry situation
-to be not sniffly anymore

things i'm excited about:
-LA WITH ROG THIS WEEKEND

in other news, i love perspective and how when you get some you usually either chuckle or beat your head against a wall/table. the perspective i've been afforded of late has been closer to option A, response-wise....i realize my ex is still a child, a dumbass, and super below my standards. but he's also a person. and we also are compatible on some strange, sliver of a level. i also realize that people that are currently hot shit likely have not always been hot shit. in fact, when you have the ability to track these people through facebook photos (aka stalk them) you will often find that 2 years ago they were lookin more like a hot mess than anything. so then when you see them in person and they are flauntin their slight fly-ness, you just have to laugh inside and remember that picture of them from 2 years ago with the tube socks and tennis shoes. YIKES. :)

back to my screenplay--who knows when i'll be back here.